What To Do
I am so confused on what to do with my boyfriend Jose. We have been together so long so I can't just give up but sometimes I feel like doing just that. It sucks because I want to do everything with him and I want him to do everything with me. I don't mean EVERYTHING, but couple things. We go out to dinner once in a while but that is so boring. He tells me everything I want to do costs money, yeah that's true but we NEVER do anything. All he wants to do is smoke and play playstation. I know that I should be happy that he doesn't go out and get drunk and get with girls, but I don't want to just settle for a guy who stays home and smokes and plays video games. This all started with the fact that my family and I are going to the Virgin Islands in June for 1 week. All Jose needs to do is save up $800 by June, JUNE. We are so far from June. My Dad needs to buy the tickets now and Jose just has to make payments to my Dad. He says he has no money but he is getting $3200 anytime now from a settlement from work and is going to buy a big screen T.V. I know I can't tell him how to spend his money but I wish he cared enough to put some money aside for a vacation with me. I want him to go with me so bad and I wish he wanted to be with me just as bad. I can't tell him this stuff because it will only cause a fight and he will just tell me "if you don't like how I am then find someone else." Why can't he work on this rather than saying find someone else? Why doesn't he care enough?
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